Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Im sorry 我很讨厌自己 为什么我伤害到的人 会越来越多 为什么我在这世上只会带来不开心 和悲伤. Some of you claim to understand me, 但是you dk,你们却一点儿也不了解我 I try and try and try so fucking hard, and when I fail your scold me, your condemn me, your nag at me. I hate this world, I hate this place, and most imptly, I hate ME. 失去了勇气 失去了以前的郑诗敏 lost all my courage, idk how to face th world anymore. maybe like korkor say let nature take its course. when i am in need, they are not here.. that's what hurts th most now.. Even THEY saw it, Even Mummy saw it, Everyone did, but I can only lie that I injure myself. I told myself I will only hurt myself, I will do my best never to hurt others anymore. Wont be posting much, Zonals coming up and a whole month of fucking book reviews to do thanks a million YongJie you rock big dicks >:. Maybe I wont have a nicenice CNY. Enjoy, watching me fall into this swirl.
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