Charmaine's, 240695
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
 Mixed feelingstired, exhausted, happy, sad, sick, heavy-headed, empty, angry, pissed, fuckedup, irritated, elated, excited, suppressed, offended, indignant, suicidal. That strange feeling i get when I saw you twice today. Hell yea, Im feeling those now. School was ok, bused to sch with HuiShan, Alicia&KengNing. Lessons were ok, got scolded by MsKang during CME { "£$%^&*()(*&^%$£$%^&*I } fuckyou, super sleepy during Maths, pushed myself alot during PE for th 2.4km practice { first girl to complete, i think ;x }, happy during English and normal during IPW&art. Recessed with Dyan&WC&TJ&KH&LJ大&Desmond, Dyan suddenly wanted to eat rice, so no place so sat with them, ated sushi&Mushroom soup {!} super nice! I was th envy at th table :D Lunched at canteen with Jean,Kimbly,Marianna,Charmaine,ShiMin&some others. Bought some Japanese chicken rice {!} NICE!&sushi, my first proper meal I have in new campus. Then bought 2 yoghurts before trg, kind of regretted it at first, but later part of trg I was craving for it ;x Trg was ok, played WD through out x.x I veh scare I lose my place in sch team, afterall MsGrace didnt put me in th so-called 'main team' during th practise throw in. im starting to lose faith.. played game with seniors, I officially suck in WD and I need to work bloody hard! {: afterwards went to 7-11 for ComboMeal with Marianna,Shafa,Jean,ShiMin, &one more person I just cant remember all th time {!} Walked back to Lot1 with them with alot of laughters, trained back, got offended by a lady and she got an evil look frm me :D, reached home and bathed for at least 20mins ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~. Eating dinner now while posting and Im supposed to be doing my first homework of th year - Stupid Maths wksheet. Grrrrrr,MR TAY!. I dont think Im playing well at all, and Im starting to lose faith and feel th huge pressure. I know Im not supposed to crack under pressure, and its a DUH thing that we will have pressure since Zonals is just round th corner. But it seems like th more trg I have, th worse I become. and then suddenly out of th blue a quite badly sprained ankle pops out, and it still hurts abit now, and it stops me from giving my best when I play, since sometimes when I can intercept th ball my ankle suddenly be in a going-to-sprain angle. What's going on? Why does this have to happen to me? Doesnt HE know that to play in th schoolteam is like one needs oxygen to live? Im really veryvery scared. WeiCheng; Lols ^^ he WAS frm our class, or he IS in our class, IDK. :D
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