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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Th feeling that I've lost Everything.Woke up today with toothach on both sides and th side of my mouth pain ): In my mind, James says: OrbiQuek! Who ask you eat so much bakua! Opened my mouth to talk, one word come out I shock tio you know, my voice become low and sexy! ;x Was eating bakua into late nights you see, and i realised today that my mummy was supposed to be given another 1kg of bakua, but she turned it down ): Went down to Mac for McWings I dont like! Should have eaten McSpicy again, then get stomach ach -.- Went to get groceries, then homed. Watched TV, chiong my D&T, bathed, piano, dinnered, then church. Went into santuary that time, I bend my knees to walk up th stairs then my knee joint very pain { rheumatism and sports injury mah ): } . Then went up for Bone Alighnment prayer, my knee instantly not pain ^^ Praise th Lord. TagsReplies: Sierra; O.O haha! SHAFA; Yea! I know, and th surprise with H! :D PASSERBY; Eh, to be exact yi dian hor, I starting to like Physics, but I dont like my Physics teacher ;x REGENA; THANKS! Shout to me if can los :} Hahahahahhahahahahha! BERNICE; You too ok! :} Keep calm! :D YANFANG; Sweet! Thanks :} Meetup? Eh, I not sure ley, cos I got Zonals and studies at th moment ;x SHIMIN; Either this monday or tuesday :} hahahah! Paiseh! You are th fourth person I think I've lost. First him, then him, then him, then you. Why must th people I love so much have to distant so fast? Its not fair, I dont have enough time with them, I dont even want them to leave, but why must they. One by one they must go away, creating a gap and awkwardness between me and them. Its not fair. Girl, you know how hurt I felt when you told me that? You know how pain I felt when I read what you wrote? Like it was all my fault? It felt like you were looking down upon me. I never wanted it to turn out this way either. What could I do? I cant predict th future, neither do I have th right to continue on and hurt him even further. Why cant any of you understand? and stop claiming that you do? Now that your words have left your mouth I know roughly what you trying to mean. You have made me feel even worse, Your my friend, I thought you were supposed to understand. Now I feel that my existance is even more not needed or wanted. Maybe I should just go.
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