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Monday, January 26, 2009
心情很乱 为什么每一次都是我的错Why everytime you have to blame me? Why when its your fault you just have to twist and turn everything into me fault? You spoilt my treasured thing and then you say is I make one. 心情很复杂 为什么爱一个人是那么的痛苦 不爱一个人是那么辛苦 because knowing that in th end , knowing that you still have to make a choice. 当你再也不能空制你的泪水 当你再也控制不了你的思想 Make a choice, stuck between two people. 原来生活是那么的痛苦和辛苦 I was so foolish to think that we could be best friends. I thought we could be at least three quaters close to each other like how you were to th other three. But then why cant we, but instead you have to change. Why did you have to change. You were so nice, a dream friend when you were to old you. But Teammates say that people do change, they will change. But then why did you have to change till like that. I still like th clean&guai you, but then you have to become like this. Why did I have to change, why did I have to become th person I am now, why did I have to start failing in everything I do now, why did I have to start being a failure. Why did everything that I thought I could finally have for keeps loosen away from me and slip by. I wish I could run out onto th road and get knocked by a car. I wish I could gather th courage to end it all. You have no idea how horrible life is right now for me. You have no idea how hurting it is to hear your own parents scream in front of you to each other : " FINE DIVORCE THEN DIVORCE! " , or to see them look at each other and turn away like strangers. You have no idea how painful it is to see your friend, a friend that you could confide in like a best friend, just slip by and be gone, even when you get to see her everyday, its like she's no longer in her life. You have no idea how heart-piercing it is to get stuck in a situation when you dk what to do, hurt a guy, or let th guy you love slip by. No, you all have no idea at all. Wednesday, and I will get those tissues. But I wnt let it affect my stamina and Netball Im climbing my way up to th top, I dont want to fall down hard. |