Monday, January 19, 2009
Sunday went to church and piano and then went down to CWP to get my earphones and slippers just for today.
You can't play on broken strings. You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel. I can't tell you something that ain't real. Let me hold you for the last time. It's the last chance to feel again .Th one tough cookie No more.
When your sitting there its just so hard to look away. Meet up with teammates this morning : Kimbly, Jean, Marianna, Shafa. Eated my breaky on th way to sch, saw Korkor&Darren&Nicholas there ;x Sorry las! :D Next time I shout until th whole Mac know your name ;} Reached sch, clocked in, had a mini debate whether or not to go up to class again. Lazy uh, so didnt ;x LOLOLOL. You said forever, You said forever, You said forever.
Yayness, today I super guai, shirt all pass ;x Music was ok Feel super insulted when MsLee ask us if we know we th shortest in th class -.-" ROFLOL!, Junda laugh summore lor! You th 4th shortest boy in class at least I better. Physics was Paying attention Ahem. Recess sat at Study area again. Assembly was about what house talk, and then IDK who huh {!!!} go norminate me be House secretary, in th end I zhong, Thankyou uh, everyone all cheer so loud for me ;x make my face so red TT So Keely also helping me :D Art did sketching, Maths got back my paper 14/15 stupid made one dumb mistake Wynnette, only one thing to say, 再接再厉 dont give up.! Left at 12.30pm, 'shouted' from outside th class for Keely, then Regena, Jean and Marianna and Kimbly started appearing. Changed and everything, some of teammates freaked out cos of th Jersey Teehee, I dont have that hair :D And then classmates so what luh, go look into my sleeve hole at my bra ==" I know your all say I very sexy la but dont need to look -.-" Lunch was in a frantic craze I tell you, alot of orders for H20 came in, and then I had to carry 5 tgt and dk who make me laugh then 3 drop =.=" So we were there so panicky about th time when th Volleyballers were so calmly eating -_______-"
Bused to RV, was sleeping.
Warmups and everything there, had game, played disappointingly, Agree with MrTay Aft second quater my chest damn pain I was super breathless, Mummy I hadnt been 'tissue'ing or drinking! ): then ShiMin came and told me she cramps, I told her to hang on, so why cant I? So continued, third quater MrTay changed me to Marianna so I had a break. Watched teammates play, well, in th end we lost, sigh, we gotta work harder. I gotta work harder. Then slackslack awhile, camwhore awhile, eated alot, then went off our own ways, bused with Kimbly 963, she got off at her stop while I sat all th way to interchange, waste me close to 2hours, then took wrong direction bus all th way to Malaysia de causeway, then took back to my house, aircon blow so strong very cold, try to turn away but cannot wanted to pluck th whole thing out >: Reached home at 8.30pm. SEE!? Left at round, 5/6pm reached home at this time -__-"   Luvluvs! WD :D  O.O Netballers say _l_ you! Haha, Charmaine.G and idk who de finger, not mine! Cant even see me los TT Check out Jean's face :D  Heh, Jean looks like a pervert ready to pounce x.x Keely so cute ! :D  XinYu Senior and Charmaine.G and Regena and Keely's hand.  Wtfs, Keely did that to cover her face -.-  Hee, Shafa! I look like Im what, caressing Sam's leg ?! LOL!  YES! Finally, sneek shot of Keely :D  Ms Wendy Ow, Chinese teacher + Netball incharge. See she wear so nice right? Cos later she go NUS meet her FREN mah :} She says she hates th wind cos keep blowblow her dress xD Teacher ji xing gan worh! :}  "WHAT TH HELL DID REGENA PUT ON MY LEG?! AM I SUPPOSED TO DO TO TH CREAM ON MY LEG?!" Says Jean. That's if Jean really dk how to rub cream -.- Em, looks obscene ;x  Nice right? Mummy bo liao, put cream also must have pattern one xD C'DIV'09 Hey girls! Today's match is only th beginning, We're all upset that we lost, but there are still many opportunies to get it back. We play our own game, we dont play our oppenents'. They play fast, we play slow. They play slow, we play our own game. Top4 is what we want. Lets jiayou hardhard to achieve it. Put in our best on court is what we will do. Even if things go wrong we know we have tried our very best, that's all that matters :} PS, second picture i look retarded, check out my new slippers! Third one I look macam kenna raped ;x Keely lor, give me inspiration one ;x Gosh, no time to sensor! Mr Tom Chan tmr wanna announce our results TT Confirm TeckJin suan and say us and condemn us like fuck, afterall we're th only CCA that lost overall. Basketball won, Volleyball won. I've already rehearsed what i wanna say to teckjin. : *Slap his face so usual-.- Cheebangs las shut th fuck up can anot you think you very good issit? Good also what fuck? Only know how to condemn? We not good we can learn right? dont act dua with me la . think you always so good so good, so good play for country lor, we learning, you only know how to boast, people fail one time doesnt mean that we can never pick ourselfs up and then try our best again. we have alrdy tried our best, so what, think what you wanna think la. yalayala volleyball boys big fuck la. your dua dua in our sch la, netball small fly la. i tell you right, small fly can fly around irritate dua fuck one. you watch out. Kiddingkiddingkidding. words leave your mouth liao then you say you kidding only? what you think you are? ya luhhhhh. volleyball very good laaaa. you zhong come and find my dai ji lor. you want find daiji i give you daiji. you give me diam or else i hoot you then you know. *Walks away and diaos him for th rest of th day. This is so common, dont worry,
29Feb got another match, we cannot lose! If we want Top4 we cannot lose le T.T This also means, I have to control myself during CNY T.T Cannot eat alot le, later grow fat and unfit. Hmptttttttttttttttt >: Sadded uhs. Now mummy bought back PrawnRoles for me :D Yay! Hehehehehheheh, told korkor , he was like, you uh. dont eat so much uh. LOL! Sigh, this Fri going into Malaysia till Monday{?} without my daddy.
TagsReplies: Shafa; Wahhhhhhhh, hahahahs! JAMES; Eeks, nvms, :D hahaha! Korkor you noobie <3REGENA; HIHIHIHIHI! NOISY LA YOU~! :D YANFANG; HAHA, nvm, you too ok? :D Hopefully can see each other in th morning again :D LINQI; Thanks. DEBBIE; YEA! :D Used to be some crazy fan, until I watch sien .. ahahahas! Maybe Guilty will be nice ;p WC; Hahahhahahaa, no la :D is super . ROFLOL! REGENA; MUMMY! NOISY LA GIVE YOU CUP :D
唱这一首歌 让我回忆起往事 孤单一个人坐在巴士上 看着世界慢慢的跑过我的窗口 看到你 想伸出手 wish that I can reach out to you, So close, but yet so far. When you sit there its so impossible not to look at you. Today I sat on th bus home I think so much, I think about th times that we had together. I think about how much I hurt so many people. I think about what Kor wrote to me that made me cry alotalotalot. I think about how we started to distant . I think about how unwanted I am. I think and I think and I started to cry. I think and i think until I wished that J was here to give me a hug and then cheer me up into his cute kuku way. I think and think until i wished that J was here to cheer me up in his unique way that i love so much. I think and think until i wished that W was here to cheer me up like he wanted to hug me. I think and think and think and think and wished that L was here to hug me in her lovely hugs and start talking to me about ren sheng dao li.
I've lost everything. Some of my goodest friends. I've failed as a girlf, a netballer, and a friend.
J, can things between us go back to normal? J, can we ever be close like last time anymore? W, can we be good friends again? L, can we share that special thing between us again? This isnt fair.
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