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Sunday, February 1, 2009
Ehmygawd. I tell you, school's killing me bit by bit now. Irritating teachers, idiotic work { Well, though I dont really have alot }, fake friends, fucking crushes. I dont know why I got myself into this stupid whirlpool of falling for you, but I guess that's cause Im stupid. Well at least there's one thing that's real, Charmaine.P&Dyan&Brother&Teammates&Lauba&AhGong. I dont even know whether ErZi and I are like, even close friends like last time already. I dont even know if my place in Netball is real or not, because its starting to be shaky and soon I know I might lose it .Then let's talk about home. Everyday I dread coming home. Okhay, let's say, I DO want to come home because I know that that's th place where Im gonna sleep and rest and do whatever fuck. But then if I were to minus out all those I really dont want to come back home because I know that when Im home I have to face th four fucking walls and do work and its a comfirm will that I will have a fight or a quarell with my mum. Do you know how tiring it is? I feel like Im having some stupid emotional eyebag. Oh God, someone get me a Double Chocolate now. So let's say, my life isnt perfect okhay? Gosh, and then now when my family is breaking apart th stupid friendship and __ problems have to come in. Grrrrr. Its breaking me apart you know. Im not Superwoman you know. Or maybe one day when YOU are me then you will finally understand all th things that Im going through. I dont know why am I wasting my time writing this post but all I know is that I really need to get things off my chest. Current craze: Love me by Collin Raye Game { probably } tomorrow and Physics study today. But im not getting any fucking shit into my mind ): |