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Thursday, February 19, 2009
EDITED
Here comes an emo post.

SEE THAT SEE THAT ?! RIVER VALLEY HIGH AND CLEMENTI TOWN!
okhay, if you dont know, their B'div were in Top4 last yr, with RV first and CT second, thrashing our seniors.
WestWood ley? IDK.
Okhay, here comes th emo part, choose to read, or skip.

Where's all those confidence girl? You were th one who kept encouraging teammates on during games and trainings and carnivals, telling them their strong points and here you are reapproaching yourself?
Im losing my cool, Im losing my head, Im losing my mind. I really want this badly. But, River Valley? Clementi Town? IDK about WestWood, but they all sound like tough teams to me.
Maybe its all in a package of a Competition. You dont clear th hard ones, how are you gonna get your fruit of success which is on th inside?
But im still reallyreallyreally scared, I feel like my confidence and self-esteem level is dropping to near zero.
CommonTest, Competition, Him, wow, I never let myself get affected so much before.
Where's th last time me ?
How I wish life could be like in Primary school, can study and understand every shit. Can play and can laugh. Can have BEST friends beside you who stick to you through thick and thin. Can have love that wont hurt your heart so badly. Even a stupid bloody infactuation also dont hurt so bad.
But now in Secondary school everything seems so faint to you. The people you think that you are close to you can just turn around and walk away. People you think will love you can just walk off and leave you there to pick up all th miserable pieces. People you think will hug you and assure you that everything is alright can just slap you hard in you face and leave a scar in your heart. People you think will always be there by your side can just walk off and leave you all alone.
These people, are th people that were th closest to me, were th people I felt that I could confide to, th people that I felt I could hold on to them when Im just hanging by a thread, the people I thought we could be tgt forever, th people who had told me that they will always be there for me.
And then when th clock strikes 12 on 1january everyone seemed to have changed.

Aw Dear Lord, help me to forget HIM cause it seems impossible.
Little does he know, that th Him is him.

So this is what life is all about huh, pain, hurt, sad, tears.
I dont feel like so anymore.
I dont feel like going to sch anymore.
I dont feel like coming home anymore.
I dont feel like studying anymore.
I dont feel like playing th piano anymore.
I dont feel like playing Netball anymore.
I dont feel like living anymore.
Th draw of blood..


I HATE those Sec1s that can actually just THREATEN seniors, -_____-" What lame shit!