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Thursday, February 12, 2009
我还是介意,Or maybe its I cannot face up to th truth, Or maybe its I dont want to know the reality, Or maybe, Or maybe, I really dont know. Met up Dyan and CP in th morning, went to sch tgt. Lessons were okie, was eating M&Ns so I will sugar rush and not fall asleep. Classes were super quiet cause you cant hear Dyan's voice anymore .. Recess for some reason she cried, and I felt kind of angry towards her for it cause of something, which explains me not going to her to comfort her, and now I feel super bad about it. Sigh, why do things have to turn out this wayyyyyyyyyy ): Im so confused now. Aft sch had match with CommonWealth. As usual, went to change, eat, and then went off to CommonWealth. Some seniors came along too to support us, Then game started at another court, at least th floor doesnt come off and sends you slipping or tripping! >: Sam did really well today! While I didnt.. There was this part where cos Claire ( GRRRR ) gonggong thought it was break time cos of some half time called by CSS cause WA sprained her ankle ( I swear I got nothing to do with this! ) . Then she went down to sit, then coach changed to Bernice. Then th umpire cos see that Claire late or not on court or what then we can only have shooter till th next centre pass. ~!@#$%^&*O)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@@#$%^&^%#@!!@#$%^&#@#$%*&(*^%$#@!#$^&*()&^%$#@$%^% WTF. I was like, !@#$%^&*(*&^%$@!#$*(^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$##$%^&%$##$%&^%$##$%^&^$#@#$%^&*$##$%^&. So as I was standing at th tranverse line watching th ball fly from ShiMin to Sam, Sam to Keely, Keely to Sam, so on and so for, until when Sam was far frm th pole and coachie told her to just shoot, she did and she scoredddddddddd! And everyone cheered super loudlyyyyyyyyyyy :} YAY. 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for Samantha, hiphip hooray! hiphip hooray! :} As for me, I was kind of a disappointment. Throughout my 2quaters in th game, I contacted 3 times, only intercepted 1 ball, and I bloody offsite once just because my pretty little ( LOL ) fingers touched th third I was not supposed to be in -.- Then MsGermaine scolded me smth . Super frustrated. Then when I was called for contact and had to stand next to CSS player, I was giving that frustrated face. MsGrace; Aye, 我不要你给那种frustrated的look. Becauseeeeeeeeeee, th more you show, 她们就会越.. ( Okie I forgot liao :} ) MsGermaine; Aye, on court har, I dont want you to give that frustrated face okhay. Me; Orh, *Frustrated face. LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! But still, when I asked teammates at th end what was my mistakes I made in th game: Too rush. Kimbly; But then you still applied alot of pressure! You know hor, you block and stick to WA so much until they all dont want to pass ball to her, then in the end right, I saw hor, her face like veh pekchek like that. Regena; Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. You know you helped us apply pressure you knowwwwwwwww. But what can one do, even if she tries her best? Damn. My goal is to intercept at least 5 balls. No less, or else I will feel damn bad and push myself even more and more and more. Gosh like what th hell? Only one pathetic intercept. What a noob -.- Then aft match went back to Lot1 in a double decker bus :} Slept, well at least I tried to. Then got down at Lot1, pei teammates BBT, saw erzi, chatchat for awhile, ask him show teammates what I was trying to tell them. Sad that he didnt do his zhao pai thing, super cool I tell you. Regena see liao cfm jealous until pigu all green one :} Then trained back, bought some snacks to eat, then homed. Showered and dinnered and did Maths all th way, super tired and grumpy. Mummy says that if I continue like that, my maths cannot catch up, then Im out for th season. WTF. How can like that luhhhhhhh. So sleepy, so confused also. I really dont understand what is going on. Girl, Yes Im your bestf, and your my bestf. I didnt go over to you to comfort you out of sympathy, I did it out of care and concern and because I didnt want to see my bestf crying and getting so upset over what happened in English that day. Maybe when you want to open up and talk things out or just scream to let out everything, you can just find me. -- I told myself we're back to friends. But today, I saw that childish side of yours again, and it irks me, and you disgust me, and Idk why Im starting to hate you all over again. I really dk how to control, why is it, or isit me who's changing, or me that's starting to cannot tolerate alrdy. I told CP things today, I felt anger, frustration all overflowing from me until she say my face veh red. But what can I do, Im just a small fry/fly. No matter how I try people wnt see it and appreciate it, neither will it make a difference, because I dont really matter to most people you see. Sorry lovelies, this year Valentines' gift frm me will either be late or none at all D: Been VERY busy lately, so sorry! Feel like I need a hug from 'baby' VERY BADLY right now. Feel like I need to borrow his shoulder so that I can cry everything out right now. Feel like I need to talk to him so that he can install his kuku and goodgood advice into me. Feel like I just need to feel his presence so that I can feel better right now. I feel like.. I feel like.. Dying. TagsReplies: SHAFA; O.O HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! You uh, how come can use com one ): I ALSO WANT USE! Lols. Hahahahahhahaahhahaha! REGENA; O.O not chioooo D: but my face also not like some flatten pancake -.- Haha, can only choose one, cute or innocent ? :} JAMES; x.x I think you sleep liao lor >: HAHA. REGENA; MAAAAA! Nice job today :} I LOVE CDIV TOO! |