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Sunday, February 22, 2009
  A rewind of th past. Once upon a time, I ever did believe. Once upon a time, an angel gave me life. Until th time when things started to change and love felt so distance. Stop, Im not gonna believe anymore. Life is such a bxtch, fxck it. Its work for th whole day today. Maybe last post till CommonTest is over, what's th point of posting now when I have no match details to post about? I just realised that I have left my laptop on standby mode for at about 1week ;O Headaches for many days lerh, studying alot, never studied so much before in my life. I swear if my Science dont come out good I'll bxtch slap myself >: LMAO. BPNB C'div 09 Girls! Jiayou damn loads for Monday's match with CTSS yea? Prove to everyone you can do it, even though I wont be going ( Dont be sad ): ) but i'll still be praying for th match ya? (okay, not that I pray, JUST A FIGURE OF SPEECH!) Kick CTSS' ass like what we said yaaaaaaah?  Im so fxcking tired&stressed. its fxcking stressed because everyday i can only think back on th time where i lied to you that i didnt. its fxcking stressed because everytime i think back on th moment when i told TJ.daddy something and he told me if i was asked i must gangan say yes. Im caught between reality and imagination, i really dont know which is which. I thought that finally Im over one problem and then now another one pops out again. I try to put feelings to paper but nothing helps. Th draw of blood, th sight of red, just one wont hurt right? Im just trying t be someone whom i am not just to escape from everything.When is this ever gonna stop? 说你爱我 |