Saturday, April 11, 2009
When th tears run dry, These few days I have been feeling very sad ): I know its stupid t be crying over such things. There were four people who had been there for me through out . I remember them saying, Cheerup&Smile. I thought it would be easy and simple, but little did I know that it hurts whenever I tried. I tried my best, but when those things resurface back into my mind I just feel sad all over again. It is like a vicious cycle, always repeating and repeating when I dont want it t happen. But then when those things come back again no matter how much I control myself th tears just flow. I dont like feeling this way, neither do I like th feeling that I get all th time ): Tell me when th tears run dry what can I do. I promised so many people I will be ok, I will cheerup, I will smile, but they are all empty and broken promises cause I really cant do that. I pen down all th things that I wanna say t you and fold them into paper planes, hoping that I would never lose a friend.
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