Charmaine's, 240695
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Monday, April 20, 2009
EDITED!  Hoho! See? Yunus so good, write thankyou t me :DNo luh, actually is I make him one -________- " If my codes arent wrong, you guys can click on th picture and link straight t his bloggggggggggg :B Yesterday I couldnt sleep ): Not cause Im restless or what, but because of a duck ! T.T Was msging with YaMei last night, then she asked me whether free or not talk on phone. So talk lor, she wanted t talk cause she was scare of ghosts! So talk until at least 2hours, gossip and vent out anger and say things, bu neng shuo de mimi ^^ At 1am + veh tired alrdy, wanted t hang up phone but she dont let me! T.T Honeystars still say just hang up on her ley! Then finally hang up lerh, talk t Honeystars and Brendon on MSN for awhile, me and Honeystars got mimi ^^ LOL. Rarrrrrrh, Honeystars, 勇敢去追求幸福和快乐！ Always here for you :} Then went off t sleep aft cannot tahan. So th Plurk that I wrote saying that I going t sleep alrdy, that one is not accurate lor, also make me kenna 'scolding' from Honeystars say I lie :( LOL. Couldnt woke up today D: Struggle, eyes like wanna close like that. Prepare, went t sch, meet YaMei first, that Sotong.Francisca didnt meet us cause she scare she late. Bought prawn crackers and sweets again :} Keep me awake ma ! Thanks t that duck ! But she say she wanna treat me MOF ley ! Not badddddddddddddddddddddd ley that duck :D Classes were ok, was just trying not t sleep. HMT was absolutely boring, Geog was Class test Open book. Was laughing alot cause WeiCheng beside me keep hic-cupping and I keep immitating him so I was laughing alot! He keep asking me t 'shhhh' luh :} Recess played crocodile with Teammates, I still cant find it. Th joy and th laughter. YMP was crap -.- Singapore Discovery Center guy talking about Friendship ? LOL Fuck friendship la, what bullshit. Security? Sharing? All your friends will just leave you in th end. Had t go up t take some stupid award, super paiseh can anot! Then Andy and that si ZhengHui go say veh loudly t suan me when I go up take : WAHHHHHHHH! CHARMAINE LEYYYY! Still can laugh somemore! >: ( English was loved cause ShiHui was beside meeeeeeee! :B Maths veh headpain cause I cannot draw th bloody curve graph properly! So I gave up, I wonder if ShiHui did too ? O_O Aft sch stayed back awhile, didnt do Lit drama, change bag with Jean.MEI :D Love her bag luhs :} That noob girl, leave her Ipod inside th bag :D Then went off with LinQi and YingXiang t Sunshine Place dapao food and BBT, went t LinQi's house eat and watch Twilight, went off in th middle of show cos veh tired and wanted t go home, study uhhhhhhh ! Super guai can anot. I really cant find it anymore. Today when we were playing crocodile, I saw th laughter and th joy and th companionship, but I cant feel it anymore. I was laughing, but deep down inside me I was feeling so confused. I tried t shoot t destress, but none of th shots went in like how it used t when I shoot t destress. Im not a good player anymore. What am I going t do? I want back th passionnnnnn ~ Do I ? Girl, dont think your th fucking doggy C.C means that you have th right t backstab people. Listen up, you said matter sua, now you are backstabbing me t my guyfs? Come on , get a life and grow up, stop behaving like a 3 year old kid. Dont have t behind my back stab me, Anything you not happy come and tell me in th face. Think I no hair not chio? Tell me in my face. Dont like me? Tell me in my face. Think my skirt veh short until I dont need wear uh ? Girl uh girl uh, grow up please, can you check your own skirt too? You want t think that I also dont wanna tell all this things I write here in your face uh? Girl uh girl uh, grow up please. Learn t look at things - how they started in th first place. We alrdy agreed t SUA and if you dk what sua means ( although you use it ) sua means - th end , settle liao. But then you still wanna go tell my guyfs - TJ, weicheng blahblahblah my bad things, bad mouth me ? So now you know who is th one who started saying THINGS about th other person t other people instead of telling her straight in th face? Yes, its you. Im sure you are old enough, mature enough, brain big enough t know that its YOU who started it again, not me. I never had anything against you after th last lil arguement about ___________ , but i just dk why you just refuse t stop. What exactly are you sot about? Me being able t chat and joke with boys without feeling scared or paiseh like you ? Me being able t have things that you cnt get? What is it? Last line: You have any unhappiness abt me, tell me straight in th face. You want me t tell you unhappy things about you that I KEEP INSIDE ME WITHOUT TELLING OTHERS, you gotta start telling me straight in th face first cause you were th one who started this shit again. Is that clear? I hope I dont need t bark so that you will understand. And, dont go writing in your blog, twisting and turning th facts. Before you type, reflect about what you did. I admit, you have changed better since Sec1, but why cant you stop your dirty habit of backstabbing people? Havent you learnt your lesson? Its disturbing t see that example #1 : You can actually one day tell me how much you dislike one of my teammate, until th point that even Marie starts t imitate her by putting this black piece of paper on her chin and start t laugh, ( Do you know how insulting is that ? ), and then start telling me about how she zipai veh wtf and shit like that, then th next moment during assembly you are there laughing and joking with her, why are you so double/triple sided ? People cant possibly change all th time for you, if you dont know, its others who have been changing for th sake of you more than you have been changing for people. Done ! I am done with venting out my SHIT anger. Now its either I revert back t th usual happy Charmaine and go revise my work, or ponder how am I supposed t reply that msg which I hvnt replied for almost more than 1 hour lerh ! T.T AHGONG I STILL DK WHAT T DOOOOOOOOO! |