Thursday, April 30, 2009
我们勾勾手,矮冬瓜现在的心情很不好!
I look up at th dark sky and watched as th raindrops fell onto th world below. I am confused and confused and confused. You told me they were just pranks. Now Im wondering and considering if I should really tell you th truth. What if by then all these are being made a joke? What would I be seen as, th clown? Im really afraid t take risks. I am afraid of th outcome, th results, your reply. I made a mistake once, I really dont want t make a mistake twice. I had tried t let go, I dont like t think of this as a replacement. 5months of 暗恋, never once daring t tell you those 3 words that I keep inside my heart, each day burning t be let out. But I never did dare t. I tried t, IDK if it worked, but I always cowered in th end. Right now Im saying Im letting go, Is it possible? You seem t have found your happiness, Im sorry for ever telling you those things. All th best ~ |