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Sunday, April 19, 2009
Ken'ichi Matsuyama♥
Say he's hawt yea? But he's mine :}
And I know when Cheryl sees this she will go, ' NONO !! Tatsuya Fujiwara cuter!! '
And then Dyan will say, ' NONO !! JunSu hotter !! '
And Charmaine will go, ' NONO!! Yan Ya Lun more shuai can anot !! '
Em, and I dont know alrdy :X
Anyway, if you can recognise him, he's L from DeathNote 1 and 2.
I especially like th first and second picture of him, IDK why, but he just looks super duper hot, Now say with me, Ken'ichi Matsuyama is hotttttttttttttttttttt! LOLOLOL.
I am like falling head over heels with him la, hothothot, with mustache also hot :P
Anyway, he's role as L was what caught my attention, and then followed by Detroit Metal City. Basically he's a hotti in DeathNote, but ugly in Detroit :((((
Why did th producers just make him so ugly looking in Detroit! Insult t his hotness la !
Ok, OMG, random -.-
Right, so there's sch tmr, but no trg :D
Charmaine is quite happy about this, I still cnt find back th bloody passion.
Alot of people tell me can find back de, Jared.GANSTEAD say last time he also like that, lost interest in basketball but then hungered for th enjoyment and went back.
But can I do it?
I think back on th times I had as a player.
I felt so alive on court, I felt that I could go all th way out for th things I love without being stopped.
But now everytime I step onto court I feel this sense of dread.
What is it that I am running away from ?
Stress? Pressure? Fear of rejection?
I look through th pictures we all took through out our C'div walk - at carnivals, random pics during trg, before and after tornament.
I can feel th laughters and love in th pictures, but those memories dont feel alive anymore.
I look at th picture of us carrying our very first trophy we earned during Sec1, best among many schools although last in th top4.
It was my biggest achievement, other than getting into Main7.
I saw th pride and happyness glowing from my face, from my teammates' faces.
I looked at th expressions hard - all were smiling for th camera, genuine smiles that depicts pride and achievement.
Even those who didnt play for all th games were proud too.
They all had one thing in common - Passion for Netball.
I return t looking at my face.
It was tanned, sweaty, tired, but smiling proudly.
But now, I trace th picture, but it no longer felt anything t me anymore,
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