Monday, June 15, 2009
Tired. And trying t find my way back.
 Super long time ago picture, like, last Christmas? Was out slacking w LinQi&Co. aft CIP at some Christmas Block Party. --
Anyway, people, it says very clearly on my title alrdy. Im really Tired. ( So tired that I hvnt checked my phone for msges yet ) Anyway, yesterday was a total bore, went for church and lesson, came home alone after Daddy went for swim, Mother&Sister went out. So I was alone at home. Ordered in Mac Delivery, took 41mins t bathe -_- Sorry uh, made someone wait for 41mins without my reply . ROFLOL.
Was chatting online w some peeps till quite late at night, I feel like a complete idiot now :( Im reallyreallyreally sorry! Slept like, at around 12+, dead beat, stupidly set my alarm at 7pm.
Thus, today, I woke up at 7.20am. Was woken up by Brother's message. Checked phone, and realised that Nicholas sent me one too, but it didnt wake me up -o- Anyway I hope he's ok cause he says he has piggy flu :D ROFLOL. Chiongchiong everything, heng Daddy sent me t station. Reached 1minute late t meet Brother -o- Heng uh, could predict what he was gonna say: Smack you uh. ROFLOL. So standard -o-
Went t sch tgt. Forgot thermometer again -o- Brother more zai, he guailan th Mdm Teh there until quite jialat, then later Mr Tham came out scold him about his slippers he guailan back, good show eh ^.^ Me and Maria stand there watch show and gawk -o-
Training started, 10rounds around field. Havent even ran our 50rounds yet. Did all th usuals. Including torture, th 6laps again. Seriously ran till I was very ' ..... ' I dont wanna say much, considering how much I screamed at those who drop ball. I know I caused some also, cause I know there were one or two passes that were out of reach -o- Oh yes, and there was one pass that I caught, oh Im so in luvluvluv w it ~ XiaoShuang(?) threw it t me, and I thought it was out of reach, but I wanted it so much cause I didnt want t run th torturing rounds again, so I just jumped, and ohmygoshholycows, I caught it. I think if I were on th side lines, I will be gawking. Which, in turn gave me alot of motivation t jump more than I felt I could jump for highest point.
Timing drill was next, one shot not put in = 20pushups, which was later reduced t 5pushups. Coach say every shot Claire put in, = -1 round from punishment. But if miss, = +1 round. :( So first, it went from 45 to 46, 46 to 47, 47 to 46, 46 to 47, and so on, until it became only 42 ;D
Next was court game, for th first time in my whole life I was asked t play WA. Ok, I was so friggin' shock, you should have seen my saibin -_- . I mean, HELLO ?! I cant even control my passes, ask me t play attack ?! Woah, but I must really thank my WD - ShiMin, she was like, coaching me all th way Since coach dao me for my pathetic passes and bad timings and bad drives. -_- Sure, I made countless of mistakes, such as wrong timing and such ( And to think that I thought attacking was so much easier!! ), but I still enjoyed myself, and everytime seeing my feeding reach Claire without being in reach of Shanice/Celine, I get a great sense of achievement. I mean, come on! This is th first time I play attack you know! And my feedings are not even in reach of defenders! :D - bigbig smile. - Teammates said that my feeding was quite good, including my one time lope (which later was deemed as void cause th pass I caught was over a third -o- ARGH.), which reached Claire right above her head!!
Sigh. Aft trg, had a lil debate over who's cuter - LeeMinHo or KimBum. Obviously LEEMINHO cuter right :P Heng uh, ChaoHong not here. -O- Washed up and stuffs, went t 7-11 t makan w teammates and some juniors. And then later we bitched about alot of things under th nicenice sky :D I even said Hi t this lil girl who always appears when any of us are makaning at th garden, but she disappeared right aft I said Hi -_- K, fine, whatever :D
Then we sat under th shade at th corridoor there like no body's business and bitched and laughed like no body's assy business :D I like :D Walked back t Lot1, bitching even more again! I likelike x2! :D I was so niaoji -_- th moment I reached Lot1 I just ran t th toilet -_-
Homed afterwards. Have no motivation t study. Fuck.
Anyway, I randomly found this picture taken last year, but just forgot t post.
 Yea baby, its th nerd season! :P
Suddenly I miss everything about you and me. Leaving me here right in this corner of my troubles. Sure, I made th choice, but .. I dont like th way you treat me now. Cold, attitude. I just dont get you. No, please let me cry just for this once, and I promise you I will never cry again.
Lastly, I feel like bursting my sister's pink balloon >: ( XinAn and KianHwee should know what Im talking about >: ( Eh hello! She was throwing it at my head yesterday somemore you know! >: (
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