Charmaine's, 240695
Little Bunny, hophophop. |
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
If th world stops spinning, will I still remain as a part of your memory?
I am feeling very guilty right now. For 2 days I hadnt been reading th Bible because I was too tired. AHHH!Recently I feel my brain degenerating. Its either I cannot remember simple things, or I just cannot understand or do simple things. Alot of warning bells tell me that its due t th lack of sleep. But how t sleep when I have work piling up on me. Im starting t regret many of my actions in th past - slacking and lazying around. Goodness, God I need Your help :( ! In fact I find myself glued t th laptop. Maybe I should just smash it or something, ok fine not smash, but maybe lock it up, and pinch myself if I ever think of it. Wow. Appointment with Doc Ben today. And I was late, just because I was nice enough t stay back t help out with th Art and D&T thing. Daddy picked me up and sent me. Doc said that my toe is totally ok, just that I need t be really careful, and he gave me another MC, this time round stating that for th next 2 weeks, Im only supposed t go for 2 trainings per week :( Just t build up my stamina again without affecting my health or whatsoever. And he gave me th MC cause I stupidly asked him whether Im fit for light activities or normal trainings >: ( AHHHHHH, stupid me. Recently I've been getting kinda pissed off at a type of people. When they are appointed something or someone that they do not like or dont want t be by you, they blame you. In your face, in front of other people, infront of your friends, infront of your teachers. And then th next thing you know they start t snatch all your work, your limelight, your responsibilities, and then at th same time, complain in front of your face t th whole world that you made them do this and that, and its all your fault that they are what they are today. Wait, hello, first you complain this 'you' make you an authority you dislike, then later you snatch and DIEDIE want t do th work, and then while your doing th work you DIEDIE insist that you do, you actually blame 'you' ?! Wait, what does this make sense?! On top of these, this type of people have another characteristic that I absoulutely dislike. Unappreciative. That's th basic courtesey(?) and respect and manners that you can have for anyone, for your pet, for your parrent, for your friends, for anything. When someone helps you with something by going th extra mile, for example: Reminding you t bring something. , you dont blame th person so loudly for th quiet class t hear: WAPIANG EH YOU LA, ALL BECAUSE OF YOUR BLOODY REMINDER I TODAY ALMOST LATE. Whatsfuck. Nabey, you dont want my help right, th next time, dont even find me. Dont even come begging t me. Mind your attitude, my patience has limits. Im not your dog, boy. Watch it. |