Thursday, August 13, 2009
Bye, because I'm tired.
No boundaries. Hi peepo. Im sick. Yes, SICK again, ZZZ. Im always falling sick or getting injured at crucial times. All thanks t my stubborness and insistence t study late last night, and my itchy mouth ( PS: I was eating chips and drinking Ribena until 1am last night ok. ), now Im down w horrible fatigue, cough, sorethroat and worse of th worse, Tension Headaches. In case you peepo have no idea how bad or what is Tension Headaches in th first place, its something like Migrain(?), or maybe not that bad, but still its like many thinthin needles poking into your brain and it hurts worse than painful. Then th most painful part is that, despite th pain, you have no idea which part of your brain its coming from. You know you know ? Like sometimes you get bittened by a mosquito, and it itches so bad that you have no idea where th itch is coming from -_- Well anyway, Duck is down w sore throat too ! Ahhh, Joyce Gee is down with it too, now is th sorethroat season eh? Take care ok people! Dont stupid like me go eat so much chips so late -_- And if you guys can remember, I had Tension Headaches 2days before my HMT MYE Papers and resulted in me skipping it and getting a black(?) grade for th paper because I cannot resit :( Ahwells, might as well get on with life and eat medicine and just studystudystudy. Stubborn much huh? Well my body is really hot right now, but I dont have any fever . Im breaking out in cold sweat at times, and my body feels feverish, and it hurts when someone/something touches me. BUT I HAVE NO FEVER !@#$%. Worse still, Im having horrible muscle aches. Played games yesterday during trg, plus muscle cramped halfway but carried on. So now Im like, semi-immobilised because it hurts t move much. GREAT. Common Tests start next week, starting with all th hardhard subjs, Sciences and then followed by Maths. Who on earth is that crazy PORK that set th schedule one . ZZZ. Gotta start muggin' hard alrdy. Carnival's on 5th September at Republic Poly. B'div's seperated into 2 groups - Watts and Flash. Im from Flash, so that means Imma Flasher :D It all started when I shouted: FLASHERS JIAYOU! Its nice yanoe. Crazy and funny but yet always striving t do better :) GO FLASHERS! Anyway, lastly before I end this silly post and my rantings and start studying, I realised that alot of people come tell me that they dont know me alot. And my response t them is always : *Innocent look* -blinkblink- Ahwells, kinda sien of hearing them, so I decided t post up the 'Ten things about Yours Truely' up here on my blog, one each with every post. So lets see when I can complete my 10 things (FYI, I need think alot ok, because I myself dont really know myself much. Idiotic girl.) Ok, lets go. 1) I dont trust people very easily. This is a reason why I hardly speak about how I really feel, even if its t a teammate, goodf, boyf (thats if I really do have one) or sister or Mum. That's th reason why I tend t bottle everything up. Wondering why Im like that? Simple. For th fact that many people (Sadly and unfortunately) I know tend t backstab, gossip, leak out, or are just simply two-faced creatures. Im not pointing out anyone, but feel guilty you must, but dont come blame me because I didnt mention anyone's name. Most people I know (Sadly girls.) love t just backstab or are just two-faced creatures, with most of them not even knowing it. Once bitten, twice as shy. Of course when it happens t you once or twice you wont be that pathetic and stupid t go into th trap again right? The next point. Boyf. I always like t not trouble Boyf about my troubles because I dont want or like t add on t his worries or burdens.And partially because I find my troubles really different and kind of disturbing, and though I like t be different and stand out from th crowd I dislike it when Im different in this area. And as for goodfs, its not like I dont trust EVERY SINGLE ONE of them, but its just that I dont want their perspective of me t change, because I know many people will once they know about my family background and shits. As in th full story. Next, its also partially because I dont want them t worry, I mean, which friend will right? Another reason is also, I feel awkward when people (face-t-face I mean) comfort me and fuss over me. It makes me feel uncomfortable, IDK why. Its not that I dont appreciate all these care and concern, but I kind of feel weird when that happens, unless that person is a bestf, like Shannon Joy :D. And lastly, so far, th only people I trust much is Brother, Regena and Goodf Glenn. Th end, End of story :) Ya I know it sounds weird, like Im so fussy, but I grew up in that kind of environment that is full of people who's character just makes it so hard for me t trust in :) Dang, Im finally done with th first point, Stay tuned k people ! :D Have you ever loved someone so much it makes you cry? Have you ever tried t find th words so hard but they dont seem t come out right? Have you ever wanted something so much you couldnt sleep at night? Have you ever found someone that you would give your heart to, but only t find out that that one wont give his heart t you? Have you ever closed your eyes and all you could see is him? But knowing that all you could do is t wait for that day t come that they would really care. Have you ever tried telling that you dont love that someone, but everyone says its obvious you do? |