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Monday, August 3, 2009
I told you never t let me go.
I really cant resist this post. Just ignore this.-- I thank JL for telling me th truth. Right now I feel like Im really falling apart. I really have no idea which direction t go. Maybe you wont know, but your th first guy in my whole entire 14years that I really loved so much and felt so happy t be with. I gave up so much, wanted t skip my important trainings just t be with you. I got into fights w my mum just because of you. I risked things for you. When things finally came t an end I told myself through th tears Im going t forget you, by hook or by crook. 7months has past. Through th months I thought I've grown stronger. I thought Im really over you. But today, tonight, at 11pm, when finally JL told me everything, and I read your blog, I just couldnt contain it alrdy. Whywhywhywhy, when I find myself finally lovin' again, you just have t come in again? You never knew how much I loved you eh? You never knew how much you hurt me eh? You let me go, you made th choice, not me, but why am I th one who's crying over all these shit? Im going t stand up tall and upright again, and this time round your not going t break me down, ever again. I pray, I hope, and again I'll say that I can live my life without you. |