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Saturday, August 15, 2009
Not tired, but exhausted.
Im starting t hate this world alotalot. Th CyberWorld's so screwed up, so friggin' lag, my Mozilla Fox keeps crashing and my internet's lagging. Facebook's rotting away, lagging like there's no tomorrow. Blogger is getting more and more weird. My PhoneWorld is so screwed up, always getting pok at th middle of th week. Th World itself is getting dominated by electronic things, there's just so no space for bonding and love. Everyone's busy and absorbed in their own work and schools and their hobbies, definitely no space for their own personal time. People are losing their marbles, what th fuck are they thinking of? Scamming people of their money which causes th world's economic downfall? Killing innocent animals for their fur and leaving them there t endure a painful, slow death? This world is crazy, too crazy alrdy. Th end of th world is coming, just as th Bible had said. H1N1 is yet another sign - Crazy and weird viruses will start t appear when th end time is near. Now what, H2N3(?) ?! Goodness. I dont recognise this world anymore. 2009 is a very different year as compared to 1995.Homework, exams, trainings all breathing down my neck. I have no time for myself, no time for my own thinking, no time for Piano, no time for social life. Im just so glad that all these will end next week. All I have t do is t endure one more week, and then all th tension headaches will be gone, all th headaches will be gone, all th stress will be gone, and Daddy will be back. Hi, my dk how manyth ranting post. Have been busy trying t concentrate on my work, so it seems like Im posting every 3days. Been trying t find confidment but I realised that a girlf needed more help than me. Hey girl, I know its hard, but you gotta be strong and move on. Dont let yourself get tied down t this place because of an idiot. Remember, life's not worth idiots. He was th one who let you down. If he claimed that he loves you alot, he will love you for who you are, not love you but hate your attitude. Im always here for you, remember. Goodness, my heart totally broke when I saw her in that state, and its all that idiot's fault. I swear, th next time I see him, my blood's gonna boil like wtfbbq higher than 100Degrees -_- Anyway, th past three days were interesting, I fell sick in class with a temperature of 37.9Degrees and went down t th General Office t check my temperature. I swear their thermometer is so fucking screwed up. See? I told you th world's screwed up these days. They took my temperature and it read 37.6Degrees, while YaMei, who was down with 38Degrees, was only 37.1Degrees. Yes, both of us, who go t school together, fell sick with th same illness - sore throat and fever. So much for partners eh. Trainings are still ok, just that before training started goodfs kept fussing over me :P ShiHui was telling me: YOU FEVER YOU STILL GO TRAINING YOU FAINT I SEND YOU T HOSPITAL UH! during trainings and before trainings :) Keely was like: OI YOU SICK LIAO YOU STILL TRAIN !@#$%^ Goodf was telling me: If you dont feel well then must not go training. And etc etc. Teammates were like, acting fierce with me and dont let me do passes with them, so I ended up doing with YanLin again :) All in all, Goodf was th most nice one cause he didnt pretend-shout/act fierce with me :) Many thanks t Keely and Charmaine and ShiHui and teammates who took care of me yesterday ( Macam my nurses ) and Goodf and many others who were concerned for me :) Anyway, JiongLin shouted: BLACKIE t me yesterday and he claimed that a middle finger flew t his face ( BTW he's on th second floor and Im on th first floor so how is that possible ?! ) immediately after. Excuse me, my dear nut, it was 2 middle fingers :) Training was crazy, didnt train ( YOU SEE YOU SEE ), just did some passes. And then all of a sudden it started raining bees. Yes, bees. They just dropped from th heaven dead, some still moving but unable t fly. Everybody screamed and ran indoors, including MsG :P Maria freaked when one fell on her hand, sending her screaming and us following aft her -_- So in th end, as me and XiaoShuang didnt have t train we ended up sweeping up Bees -_- Poor me and her :( So disgusted until I gave up and swallowed my fear and used my shoe t sweep some stray ones up -_-" Goodness, CTs are coming next week, gotta buck up. Tension headaches are still setting in, temperatures are rising. Th heat is sinking in, goodness, Im drowning. |