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Monday, August 24, 2009
On th verge of just crumbling down.
What you see, may not just be what you perceive.
What you perceive, may not be what you see.
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Hi people. Im finally back t posting with a decent ( I think ) peekture. My lappie and MSN is dying these few days, dk why my Mozilla can suddenly crash for no reason and my MSN keeps sending me error reports. Its bloody irritating. Makes me so pissed I just threw my laptop aside and went t find other things t entertain me these few days.

I've found out that I've failed yet another subject - Higher Mother Tongue. I've alrdy failed my Physics. Both subjects are my weakest subjects. Im disappointed in Physics, but Im even more disappointed in Higher Mother Tongue, because I feel that I didnt study hard enough for it. But whats th point right now, studying even harder for it. No matter how I try I still fail. That, I dont mind. But th worse thing is that after a stressful period you arent allowed t have a break. When you want t have a break, people say that you are lazy and have no determination. But what's wrong with having a break for just one day ?


Training today was uber tiring. We started out with 10rounds and then th usuals. Somehow I feel that I lag alrdy, my drive is shit, and everything is going haywired. At this crucial time when Carnival is coming up, Im expected t stop going for training jujst for a fucking study session. It doesnt make sense. Am I supposed t be studying 24/7?



Dragged myself  aft training, went for dinner and had my mushroom noodles.
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Im really tired. Im really tired of being caught in th middle and have t be in th middle and being squashed in th middle. 
You think its easy for me t tell him all that but you dont know how Im feeling inside.
You think its so easy but things never turn out as simple as you think.
Im sick of always having t live in your accusations and living everyway your way.
Im exhausted alrdy, Im really exhausted and drained out till I dont even want t step back into th house once Im out.
Im exhausted, will you listen t me?