Tuesday, September 1, 2009
The truth.
When you find out the truth about Santa, something else more startling happens. You realise you're not a kid anymore, but someone who knows that reindeer can't fly. So from now on, you're never going t look skyward, your heart vibrating in your ribs, hoping for a glimpse of sparkling sleigh dust. Somwhere deep inside your soul, a door of possibility closes.That's what this moment feels like. And we both sense it. Th door hasn't just closed. It's slammed shut. Its just you and I. -- My life is in a whirl right now. So many things. Confused and stuck, I want t play in th carnival on Saturday, but there are restrictions when I want t lift up my hand. Im scared th pain wont go away by Saturday. Im scared I cant ever exert th force on my hand without feeling th piercing pain. Its really hard t wear a happy face infront of one person, and then strip that mask off infront of someone else and show how things really are. Broken and shattered, I tried t piece th pieces back tgt. But soon I realised that these pieces, dont fit anymore. -- Girl, cheerup and STAY STRONG ok. I know it is hard right now. but Im sure you can make it. Honestly you are one of th strongest girl I've seen. I know things like you said, are always going your way, but there's a saying goes: When things are going your way, your on th wrong lane Change lanes girl. Whatever happens I'll always be there for you, for you t cry on, for you t lean on, for you t hold on t when you are feeling low. Stay strong, bubbly and be yourself. We'll pull through this together. You are not alone. |