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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
When life gives you lemons, you squeeze them in your eyes and start running around like a total idiot. :)
 But then again, what if you have no reasons t smile? Reply: You're alive, that's a reason.  Sometimes when people choose t walk out from your life, they have a reason. Its your choice whether you want t blame them or not, but get this clear, for everything that happens, there is a reason. -- Starting t get disgusted by something. It better stop. Fuck. Anw, did I mention how much I love th Life Quotes from Photobucket? Had training today, and it was a disaster. Firstly, me and Keely started th training feeling exhausted. Keely was troubled because she had no idea how t go back t Downtown East for her chalet, and I was dead beat because apparently I was accompanying someone on th phone until 12.02am >: ) Anyways, our knees hurt, so we jogged super duperly slow, bearing w th pain and all. I think we ran one round less :O And then when I so happened t check my phone, I received a message. Not that th person pisses me off, but what THAT person wrote pisses me off. THAT person used t take my troubles off me, but now THAT person is just simply adding on t it. Thanks uh. We had t do suicides, 3.2.1 within 50s. And I failed th timing by 1 or 2 seconds ( I think ). WTF. So th whole lot of us had t re-do another round. Stupid, I couldnt breathe, and my legs felt like jelly. And lastly, I twisted my ankle. It isnt really THAT bad, probably it was twisted that easily because th previous injury hadnt healed. I was just merely running, and it just twisted when I stopped. -o- Lunch at Food Culture with Maria and Regena after training. We laughed damn loudly like a bunch of lunatics. So what, I dont really care. I just LOVED th feeling of having th old me back again. I felt exhilarated, and I felt light, like I could fly. It felt good t let everything out t those two girls, and it made me realise that I've made th right choice. Maybe t others, Im just being selfish. But t me, it was probably th rightest choice. I absolutely felt way happier, rather than feeling stressed and stuck in between. -- I dont really want t care what you think right now. Carry on thinking that Im alrdy so over you. Maybe you think that Im such an easy loose bitch who has totally no feelings. I dont want t waste my finger energy just t type out and explain everything out. Im sure deep down you know th truth. - Yea, carry on blaming, I dont give a shit. Whatever, its my fault anyway. Blame me for trying t be happy, because I dont want t be pathetic and wallow in misery, when I can actually choose th choice of cheering myself up. I've been through it, and I absolutely hate it. Im sure you understand, afterall, you are all a year older than me.
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